Thank you all for your kind thoughts and good wishes.............think I have banished the gremlins and darkness from my soul and hope to concentrate on building and not arguing, lol
Especial thanks to you guys that have posted and have both kept me in touch, been good friends in my dark hours and also encouraged me to carry on building although slowly.
Depression is a horrible thing, especially when brought on by other illnesses, and fight each other for pole position, and is an ILNESS often either overlooked or shunned by those who don't suffer from it.
If you know someone with depression, please don't cross to the other side of the street to avoid them, whether man or woman.........give them a hug.......a hug is worth a thousand words.......and most of all, don't lose them as a friend, because you never know, they might be able to help you through the same one day.
Take care and keep modelling.
PS,........off out now to start waxing up the plugs ready for moulding.......oh and watch the F1 GP..........Promise I won't give the game away and tell who won it, lol.